Too long and i dont know how to start!!!

I know, i know it has been too long since i update my blog ada la about 2-3 months...i feel guilty of not updating my blog altho i dont know what to put in it or where to start...i tried a few times typing a few entries but eventually i dont have the heart to post it, alih2 save as draft jer dont know why suddenly i was unable to used words to express my feelings anymore (weird kan... mcm amnesia jer heheheheh)

well since this is just an entry on (memanaskan enjin balik),i guess i'll start with the recent thing that happen to me to today la ekk...nothing much, stuck in a meeting from 9am till 1 pm...it was a dull meeting but i had to listen attentively(tried to but to no avail waaaa) to all the jawatankuasa since i am the secretary

see told u guys i'm stuck @#!%*})*!%$#})%* cant think of anything else to write oooohhhh nooo i'm losing my touch or mind ....

it is not that there is nothing happening in my life rite now, instead there are actually a few major things (major life changing things) been happening ...it's just that i dont know how much or how little shud i post it here ... so that's my dillema rite now....recently talked to a person about this blogging thing and suddenly jadi takut to post anything that too personal or too sensitive....even the government pun dah take this blogging thing seriously and they really are looking into it....ooohhh noooo i'm so stressed out rite just by writing this entry sbb tak tau nak tulis apa(bleh tak camtuh???) better stop rite now before i lose my mind heheheh