~FeELiNgS~

Let's talk about feelings for today....

How well do we really know our feelings? that is the question that's been bugging me lately...hhmm well sometimes i do have to admit that i dont have the time to really appreciate the feelings that i have....u know like really living the moment...and feelings usually associate with the things that been happening around us and of course weather also play a role in how u r feeling...

Yesterday (sunday) i felt like...hhmmm how to put it into words aaaa....somehow content with my life...ye la i was free from the feelings of agony, dreadding etc...probably because i left all my work at the office and i dont think about work at all for 5 days...lama tu...it's a refreshing feelings aaa...the feelings is somehow like this scenario....picture this...i felt like sarah jessica parker in "sex in the city" where u have an apartment overlooking the new york city,u r all comfy in a couch with a good book in your lap and a small tub of ice cream in ur hands(haagen diaz...)eerrmm yum2 and the weather outside is just nice...a little bit cloudy..hahah that is how i felt yesterday...too much of tv and story books...

before that early in the morning i felt just good...it was because of the weather....ala mcm ari nak hujan tapi tak hujan...and i really love the smell of the earth...it brought me back to yesteryears...way back like 15-20 years back....where my biggest problem at that time wud be not finishing my homework hahah how simple life then....

it hit me in the face that i've been ignoring all these beautiful feelings because i've been too buzzeee to do some "muhasabah diri" lately...and it is actually nice to once in a while to look back and be grateful with all the things that been given to us(all the senses)...

and by having all this feelings yesterday, surprisingly i dont feel any monday blues yet hahahh and hope it stays that way...

All England

Koo Kien Keat and Tan Boon Heong the Malaysian team defeated China team, Cai Yun-Fu Haifeng 21-15, 21-18.

And the winner goes to MALAYSIA....

Last nite me and abah ajer yg ada kat rumah and both of us were jumping up and down(exegurrate hehehe) when they announce that our mens double team won the gold medal for All England...the adrenalin rush was soo great we could hardly control our emotion(exegurrate lagi)



anyway, badminton has been a part of our life(for those who know our family..) it's like the only match that all the family members could enjoy and understand the rules...it started with abah loving it so much and the rest of anak-anak abah follow...ye la since the tv is abah's, we dont have much say in the programs that he choose to watch(selalu tuh gaduh gak ler but when it come to badminton's match no way hose...)eventually abah's love for the game rub off on us (the children)...speaking of badminton and how abah loves the game, it brought back some long lost memories that i had when i was a young and teeny tiny girl...



that was the year 1992 where the malaysian team won the thomas cup( i believe that was the last year that we won that cup...pls correct me if i'm wrong) and of course all the malaysian were very pround of the achievement and they had this so called tour around malaysia parading the cup...and i could say that most of my friends were really teruja with all the players(masing2 nak jadi cam foo kok keong and the siblings of sidek family...and yg paling tak tahan cute2 girls like us have dreams to become rashid sidek's girlfriend...yikes...) so back to the story...abah being a great fan of badminton, he brought us (the whole lot..me,abg, cha, yah, haikal ,huzaifah,yong pi ka? tak sure la yong ikut ker tak) to KOMTAR where the team will make a stop and people could see the cup up close...huh nama jer up close but i could only glimpse the cup ...manusia punya la ramai...and me,cha and yah siap bawak buku autograph tuh ...konon nak suruh rashid sidek sain ler hahahah that was ssssooo the very funny.....so i guess the passion that we(abah's children) have in us(passion on the things that we like) comes from abah...he will do his best to achive whatever things that he loves to do....badminton in this case ler...



another incident regarding badminton and thomas cup happend on the same year where we went to kl(central market) and there was an exhibition about again the thomas cup (the winning shuttlecox betul ker eja nih?) and the history of the game....so i was just looking around and abang was nearby...so we were close together and was so engross with the things in front of us...then one of the artist kat cm tuh bleh tanya soalan bodo bleh tak...ada ker patut dia tanya kat abg...girlfriend ker?eee dengan muka marah nih i said ooiitt adik la @$%&$%....i was 11 years old jer time tuh eeehhh sungguh kurang sopan...hahaha but all in all i had a great memories about thomas cup and watching badminton with abah....last nite agak kurang syok skit sbb abah and me jer...and abah altho how excited he may be during the tournament, maintain cool jer as if that he couldnt be bothered with the game....padahal dalam hati tak brenti berdoa tuh hahahha...

My first present

chocs from sue to me...ahhh sayang lak nak bukak bila dah letak reben camtuh kan

heheh just before the day ends, sue presented me a gift from her...syok betoi...altho it's just chocolate but it meant a lot to me and people who know me, they know i'm a chocolate lover....a small bar of cadbury fruit and nut and another bar of cadbury black forest errmm yum..yum..


altho this is not the first present that been given to for my 26th birthday coz i have recieved the present from yong lagi awal....buffet lunch heheheh apahal semua org bagi benda makan nih....nampak sangat i like to eat and my weight can prove it heheh anyway thanks a lot yong and sue and for the rest who have been sending messages and calling me, thanks a lot...really appreciate it...oh ya lupa lak nak inform abah and mama were the first one who wished me this morning(after 7.00am) at 12.00 tak ramai yg wish...i believe ramai yg dah tidur...understood cause i was sleepy myself....THANKS A MILLION GUYS...love y'all and muaaahhhhh

I'm 26 today!!!

Starting 12.00am last nite, i become a 26 year old young lady hehhe nak lagi letak young tuh...well i used to think that being in ur so called late twenties is a big and mature thing however when i am already here, it's not a big a deal that much i still feel the same and i still act as i am...i can be mature at times and i can still do my wacky moves anytime when i feel like it...enuf said about the age...

the unit had a so called surprise cake cutting ceremony for me and en. azmi(joined celebration) sbb terlupa nak wat party kat abg mi...it's a start and wise move done by the unit...it shows that the unit now is strong and united after one of our member has transfered to another workplace hehheh....sorry there's no pic la tak der kamera pun but one of the unit member managed to snap one photo thru his phone nanti kalau dapat i'll post it here ekkk

let me update about the my last visit to kl...it was a BLAST!!!...well during the wedding macam biasa jer...what do u expect..weddings..the normal thing ...part yang blast tu is on the next day which is on Sunday.. we started the day with yong "belanjaing" us (when i say us, it refers to the lot tau) to a buffet lunch in Restoran Puteri where we wallop everything heheh...ruining our so called diet (me and yah) then, with our tummies full and joyful spirit, we headed to the MPH warehouse sale...it was super duper beyond words experience ...me and yah went beserk when we saw books everywhere..we managed to cruise thru the warehouse and we all pick and toss in the books that we want into a box...people always said that "dont judge a book by it's cover" and usually i dont but during the "cruising time" we did only that..judging a book by it's cover cause there was not enuf time to read the synopsis since i have to rush back to penang on the same day...so apa lagi mmg cover yg menarik terus grab....all in all i bought about 4 (tak ler banyak sangat pun sbb i was considering my budget for the month) and furthermore both me and yah will exchange the books that we bought...when i was queueing to pay for the books,the "anouncer/seller/promoter" were saying that for a limited time they are going to sell THE DA VINCI CODE by Dan Brown for RM15.00....masa tuh me and yah went crazy man...altho the offer was tempting but we restrained ourselves from buying cause abg dah ada buku tuh ... its a sure heaven for book lovers out there and i would suggest to MPH to have the warehouse sale every month....baru best... so here are some of the photos...taken by abang a'a and ciplak by me from his blog (creative kan:-) )...bleh aaa abg a'a... here goes

This is haifa amni (pipa) cute kan

My 2 favourite person in the world adi and arissa

This was taken outside the MPH warehouse and masing2 dah penat...sbb tuh tgh makan aiskrim... :) macam mana nak kurus kan

Nih lagi model2 makan aiskrim


The whole big bunch (the Mior Bunch)

Me and yah...boleh masuk iklan colgate tak?

This is ayah chik, abah's bro...ada muka cam abah tak?

and this is my beloved abah...tgh lepas gian makan pulut durian

host for the day....yong and abg nasir...

abah, mama and achik having a their lunch

Sick and tired

That is how i'm feeling rite now...sick and tired of doing the same thing over and over again...dont get me wrong, i'm not talking about teaching but i'm talking about the administrative/secreterial work here in the office....i'm ssooo bloddy fedup...dah muak sampai nak termuntah tgk all those work...i think the reason i'm feeling like this is because i'll be given from one job/task one after another and it is actually the same thing cuma tukar program jer....instead of making it as a routine cause i have all the docs ready (just changing the title and so on) it is now a major burden to me....and in the end, i'm the one who wud feel dissatisfied with the work i've done...buat berkali2 pun still tak puas hati ....it's like the magic/spirit of working has left my bone....i desperately need a break from the college life...if only i have lots and lots of money...then i wud spend it to do some serious travelling around the globe...

first place that i wanna visit:

IRELAND - dont know why...but i wud say that this place has some kind of magic. loves the meadows and the hills and alll those untouched building...hehehe angan2 mat jening jer nih (too much of Scarlett O'hara Butler)

ok la got to go...kena pi sembahyang nih pun dah lewat...anyway looking foward to this weekend coz today mama and abah will come and fetch me and we will be going to kl