~FeELiNgS~
Let's talk about feelings for today....
How well do we really know our feelings? that is the question that's been bugging me lately...hhmm well sometimes i do have to admit that i dont have the time to really appreciate the feelings that i have....u know like really living the moment...and feelings usually associate with the things that been happening around us and of course weather also play a role in how u r feeling...
Yesterday (sunday) i felt like...hhmmm how to put it into words aaaa....somehow content with my life...ye la i was free from the feelings of agony, dreadding etc...probably because i left all my work at the office and i dont think about work at all for 5 days...lama tu...it's a refreshing feelings aaa...the feelings is somehow like this scenario....picture this...i felt like sarah jessica parker in "sex in the city" where u have an apartment overlooking the new york city,u r all comfy in a couch with a good book in your lap and a small tub of ice cream in ur hands(haagen diaz...)eerrmm yum2 and the weather outside is just nice...a little bit cloudy..hahah that is how i felt yesterday...too much of tv and story books...
before that early in the morning i felt just good...it was because of the weather....ala mcm ari nak hujan tapi tak hujan...and i really love the smell of the earth...it brought me back to yesteryears...way back like 15-20 years back....where my biggest problem at that time wud be not finishing my homework hahah how simple life then....
it hit me in the face that i've been ignoring all these beautiful feelings because i've been too buzzeee to do some "muhasabah diri" lately...and it is actually nice to once in a while to look back and be grateful with all the things that been given to us(all the senses)...
and by having all this feelings yesterday, surprisingly i dont feel any monday blues yet hahahh and hope it stays that way...
How well do we really know our feelings? that is the question that's been bugging me lately...hhmm well sometimes i do have to admit that i dont have the time to really appreciate the feelings that i have....u know like really living the moment...and feelings usually associate with the things that been happening around us and of course weather also play a role in how u r feeling...
Yesterday (sunday) i felt like...hhmmm how to put it into words aaaa....somehow content with my life...ye la i was free from the feelings of agony, dreadding etc...probably because i left all my work at the office and i dont think about work at all for 5 days...lama tu...it's a refreshing feelings aaa...the feelings is somehow like this scenario....picture this...i felt like sarah jessica parker in "sex in the city" where u have an apartment overlooking the new york city,u r all comfy in a couch with a good book in your lap and a small tub of ice cream in ur hands(haagen diaz...)eerrmm yum2 and the weather outside is just nice...a little bit cloudy..hahah that is how i felt yesterday...too much of tv and story books...
before that early in the morning i felt just good...it was because of the weather....ala mcm ari nak hujan tapi tak hujan...and i really love the smell of the earth...it brought me back to yesteryears...way back like 15-20 years back....where my biggest problem at that time wud be not finishing my homework hahah how simple life then....
it hit me in the face that i've been ignoring all these beautiful feelings because i've been too buzzeee to do some "muhasabah diri" lately...and it is actually nice to once in a while to look back and be grateful with all the things that been given to us(all the senses)...
and by having all this feelings yesterday, surprisingly i dont feel any monday blues yet hahahh and hope it stays that way...
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