it's a wet wet day

today penang is ssooo wet....coz it's rainy day...and how i wish dat i'm at home on my bed sleeping...zzzzzzz it will be heaven aaa...anyway last nite i slept over at mima's place and i wanted to sleep early la kononnya....hahah macam ler boleh bila ada the twins tuh kat umah...althought both of them dah besar (standard 6) tapi children will always be children....

at first they asked me to teach them to play da harry potter card game(gnome toss)mmg lawak abis ler main benda tuh....i was leading mmg dah hampir sangat mengecapi kemenangan but then they all tak kasi can nyer la.....so terkalah ler kejap...abidin won dat round...but overall the game was fun and hampir terkoyak da cards...after the game we had to eat our dinner and i thought tak per la bleh la tidur awal skit coz da night before dat dah stay up lama kan....then si akhbar lak bawak turun sahiba

then they all ajak lak main sahiba ngan yah and huzaifah(pah) they all....at first mmg tak larat aaa nak main but then bila tgk they all xited nak main so i joined ler...but we did not play sahibba, we played scrabble instead...and again i lost to bebudak tuh(can u imagine dat?) ye la mana tak nya they all belh menang..they all asyik aim kat kotak yg double and tripple word jer...then tak nak bukak lak tuh kat org lain...they all buat perkataan yg pendek2 jer lak tuh...lika pah he was da one yg kena start dulu and the word that he made for the first word was ACE...nak mengembangkan perkataan tuh pun cam susah but still we manage ler...hik...hik..

well overall last nite was superb in it's own way coz i had fun la gak...hehhe tuh nasib baik they all tak ajak main chess ker carom ker...klau main tuh semua lagi ler teruk kena bantai...hehhe so eventually i slept lambat gak last nite....around 12...tak per la my plan today is balik umah and sleep early...serius how i tresure my sleep...:) ok chow..**Yawn**

hard time getting up

well monday come again and thank god it's gonna be my last monday here in penang port since this is my last week as a practical student...anyway i had a hard time getting up this morning..but yet again it was my doing ler...sapa suruh tido lambat kan...tuh ahhh tak larat nak bukak mata...actually i just came back from kl last night coz my aunty was admitted to the hospital 3 days ago and it was unplanned yg gi kl tuh....mama and abah still in kl coz they will be visiting my aunty and my toksu yg mmg tgh sakit and they have nothing to rush home since they dont have anything to do really...so kat umah tuh i've been staying alone but not tonite...tonite my aunty invited me to sleep over at her place(sebenarnya malas aaa nak gi but rather then making everybody worry bout me staying alone tak kisah aaa)

well back to the original story bout not being able to get up early...well since last nite i was alone at home, i decided to call hilya in klang and we talked and talked from 11pm to 2am...wheheh mampus aaa after this abah will naik angin when he sees da bill yikes!!!...tak kisah ler i planned to pay for the bill ler since dah guna banyakkan...but tuh aaa it was always like dat with hilya...we always will say "ok we better stop here if not the bill will be like hell" but the simple act like putting down da phone is soo hard to do when i'm talking to hil....we talked about everything from life as a student/working to current and past friendship to social life to family life to conflicks that we've been having and all sorts of topics aaaa and i always like talking to her...it's like magic whenever i talked to her...it seems that she understand me da best when it come to my frens(i'm not saying dat my other frens do not understand me but with hil and azl it's like they totally understand...sometimes i myself dont know me dat well..)well just wanna to say thanks a lot to hilya and azl for being there with me thru ups and downs( u guys are real jewel to me )

Wah is sick

Wah(my eldest aunty = abah's first sister) is sick..acctually i dont really know sakit aper but she is in da rrepository center in kl...maybe suspected tibi but yet again she is a diabetic patient( and some said it was a mild strok)....so dont know what for sure her sickness tuh...i went to see her today and she looks a little bit yellowish...dont think it's jonddis(betul ker tak ejaan nih...tak kisah aaa tibai jer la kan)...and she was always sleeping maybe becoz of da medication kot...kesian sangat tgk wah.. dah ler kena puasa sbb nak check aper ntah lagi nak scan here and there...today she had to go and scan da brain....and alhamdulilah nothing to worry about ler....pity her and somehow she remind me of arwah opah dulu...muka cam seiras ... of course ler kan dah anak ngan mak mesti la seiras
and a few times la gak tersasul terpanggil opah kat wah...

hopefully wah will recover soon and be strong again..it's just sad to see her like dat and so powerless and spiritless...not like da wah dat i used to know...strong althought pendiam skit but still independant...

A funeral today...

i just came back from a chinese funeral today...one of da staff's mother( to be specific..kak nor, one of my user yg will be using da system that i develop) passed away and today is da last day before da "perarakan" and da burning process...anyway,it was my first chinese funeral experience and defenitelly it was totally different with Muslims funerals...however da same thing with all funerals is the keadaannya...(everything seem so suram) well of course la kan org mati mesti aaa suram...heheheh....and benda yg before best we all semua dpt ang pau...(mmg chinese suka kasi ang pau)...tapi bukan duit but sweets.. i dont know da reason behind this but my guess would be to make the "living ppl" feel a little bit happier kot...:)

acctually i have a lot of question bout da funeral dat i wanna know...for example..da coffin...they will burn da body and take da ash and throw it in da sea..and what happen to da coffin? do they burn it down together with da body or they will keep da coffin and recycle it with other bodies? coz i looked at da coffin cam mahal jer and defenitelly berat....

and i noticed one thing...chinese kan slalu kasi bunga bila ada kematian kan..and i saw ler all those flowers...ingatkan they will put it there camtuh jer....actually they will take da flowers yg org kasi tuh and decorate da van yg nak bawak berarak tuh...patut la slalu jer van tuh penuh ngan flowers...

anyway, it was an xperience...and my deepest sympathy to kak Nor and da family (btw, kak nor is a chinese lady but married to a muslim man and she is a muslim lady now but her mother was a chinese still)

Bye bye bloody...

yup i had to say goodbye to my blood today..heheh i just donated my blood kat klinik penang port tadi...since today is da blood donation day kat penang port...da best part yg derma darah kat sini is every staff yg menderma will get mc and a hamper...i did not know about this till i went down and donate...so dpt ler hamper but not da mc...maybe sbb i'm not a staff just a practical student so nama mmg tak der laa kat situ...but tak kisah aaa mmg i cannot go back pun sbb ada kerja yg kena settle..
anyway back to da donation blood

kali nih da nurse yg cucuk tuh senang jer cari my vein...and da flow was laju..i still remember da first time i had to donate my blood...dat was in UM and YATI was one of the AJK for da blood donation campaign...i have to admit aaa every time nak donate tuh rasa nervous tuh mmg ada la...but my first time was da worse...dah ler still have doubt in my mind masa dah duduk atas katil tuh...tetiba da nurse could not find my vein lak...so i have to change hand and still da nurse susah gak nak cari vein tuh...but fortunatelly an older nurse came and found da vein and cucuk terus da needle in my hand...

da second time dat i donate blood was da worse...at first da nurse tuh cari vein tak jumpa...then bila dah jumpa she was kindda NOT gentle with it...the effect from donating da second time was teruk sangat..my hand was lebam blue black for a bout a week and mmg rasa sakit ler...dat's da reason mama tak kasi derma dah...hehehe

oooo gtg da boss is coming...catch up later...chow!!!

da fever is on!!!

well mostly the sites that i visited semuanya takkan lari dari AF2...i have to admit that the AF fever dah melanda Malaysians again...but to tell u guys da truth so far my demam for AF2 tak ler seteruk mana...i can still miss da diary and not catch up with it though i have da time...i dont know y(pelikkan)last AF was seriouslly teruk but still dat fever wasn't teruk till da 3rd and da 4th concert...maybe the same thing will happen to me when da 3rd concert starts...i dont wanna to comment on the students since i still think it's too early to judge them tgk aaa maybe bila da first student yg kuar then i will comment on it..hikk...hik...hik...

last saturday was superb...the plan dat i planned work perfectly althought there were some adjustment here and there but it was superb alltogelther...i had a lot of fun...

mama and abah came back from kelantan with lots of gooddies...heheh mostly food...there is keropok lekor,keropok ikan(banyak sangat) i think abah nak kasi kat surau kot...,buah aper ntah (donno da name but it looks like buah asam) serunding daging, sos belada(3 bottles) and ada la benda2 yg i donno da name...mmg all the bags was full and they even brought back a few extra plastic bags....

p/s for che la...InsyaAllah we can see da next Harry Potter movie(Goblet Of Fire) together...and i will be looking foward to see it with u in da "panggung" Gold Class!!!

Arrgghh sleepy!!!

Ngantuknya...this morning woke up kindda early( early than usual) coz need to send mama and abah off at the bus station coz they are going to kelantan today...so today kat umah tuh just cha and myself and we kindda plan what to do for whole weekend...hehe mostly the plan involve food la kan..hehhe asyik pikir nak makan apa jer....like today we plan to go and eat nasi kandar at kampung melayu since cha dah nak balik and we are going to visit my uncle yg bukak kedai nearby the nasi kandar stall(perghh nasi kandar dia mmg sedap)....

for tomorow maybe we will go out and eat breakfast and lunch somewhere since we plan to go shopping( but kalau tomorow morning nak gi jogging we mite end up taking our breakfast kat hutton lane(makan roti bengali bakar atas arang ngan cecah kuah gulai(seeddaapppp sangat)alamak dah meleleh air liur nih....and dinner for tomorow nite we plan nak masak macaroni sbb sambil tuh bleh aah makan depan tv sambil tgk konsert akademi fantasia 2(but we haven't decided nak wat macaroni goreng or sup)hahah...

i guess enuff aa bout the food....dah terliur abis dah ni nanti tak jadi lak kerja nak wat kat office nih asyik dok ingat nak makan jer..heheh...ok before i go my uncle always said to us...
" I plan my work and I work my plan " so we just have to wait and see whether jadi tak our plan nih...hik...hik..orait chow chin chow...

Which one do ya prefer?

I got this from someone and i wanna share this with the rest of u hope it will inspire everybody man and woman!!!

Petikan buku Dr HM Tuah Iskandar al-Haj, "Membina Hati Bahagia",
(111-112)
Suatu hari seorang profesor menulis ayat "Woman without her man is nothing" di papan putih dan menyuruh pelajar-pelajarnya meletakkan
tanda bacaan untuk memberikan penekanan dan intonasi yang lebih meyakinkan.
Seorang pelajar lelaki tampil dan setelah merenung-renung ayat itu dia telah meletakkan tanda-tanda bacaan yang tertentu hingga
ayat itu dibaca seperti berikut:

"Woman, without her man, is nothing"

Usaha pelajar lelaki ini mendapat sorakan semua pelajar
lelaki. Dengan bangganya pelajar ini duduk dan di tempatnya dan
sorakan berterusan.
Kemudian tampil seorang pelajar perempuan. Dia mengerling kepada
semua yang hadir di dalam dewan. Kemudian, dengan penuh yakin dia meletakkan tanda-tanda bacaaan yang berbeza hingga ayat itu dibaca seperti berikut:

"Woman! Without her, man is nothing"

Seluruh dewan menjadi sunyi sepi. Masing-masing tergamam. Akhirnya semua mata tertumpu kepada profesor.
"Well", kata profesor itu."You can be what you want to be." Lalu
keluar meninggalkan dewan.
Apa yang boleh kita pelajari daripada kisah ini? Banyak, tetapi kata-kata profesor itu yang menyentak. You can be what you want to be.
Maknanya daripada perkataan yang sama, kita boleh menjadi lemah atau sebaliknya. Pilihan pada diri kita. Kalau 'woman without her man is nothing' dibaca dengan nada yang selamba tanpa intonasi tertentu hasilnya berbentuk negatif bagi wanita. Tetapi apabila dibaca sebagai "Woman! Without her, man is nothing". Ia begitu memotivasi dan amat bernilai sekali.

Logic and funny

Lessons in Logic

If your father is a poor man,
it is your fate but,
if your father-in-law is a poor man,
it's your stupidity.

I was born intelligent -
education ruined me.

Practice makes perfect.....
But nobody's perfect......
so why practice?

If it's true that we are here to help
others, then what exactly are the others
here for?

Since light travels faster than sound,
appear bright until you hear them
speak.

How come "abbreviated" is such a long
word?

Behind every successful man, there is a
woman. And behind every unsuccessful
man, there are two.

Every man should marry.
After all, happiness is not the only thing
in life.

The wise never marry.
and when they marry they become
otherwise.

Success is a relative term.
It brings so many relatives.

Never put off the work till tomorrow
what you can put off today.

"Your future depends on your dreams"
So go to sleep

There should be a better way to start a
day than waking up every morning

"Hard work never killed anybody"
But why take the risk

"Work fascinates me"
I can look at it for hours

God made relatives;
Thank God we can choose our friends.

The more you learn, the more you know,
The more you know, the more you
forget
The more you forget, the less you know
So.. why learn.

A bus station is where a bus stops.
A train station is where a train stops.
On my desk, I have a work station....
what more can I say........

Another Monday

another monday to endure...well this monday is a little bit different from the previous mondays..why??? it is because i just came back from ipoh(kampung)this morning and straight to work...tuh aaa according to the plan we were supposed to come back yesterday(sunday)but dont know how we made up our mind to come back today ler..heehh so ari nih telah pecah aaa record dtg on time and ari nih ari yg paling lambat i showed up at work...heheh mana tak nya kena masuk off at 8.15 but masa punch card dah 8.53am...nak wat camna kan dah ler tmpt parking dah full so terpaksa ler park kat tmpt yg kena charge...nasib baik gak ada duit dlm wallet...bangun dah ler awal...i woke up at 5 then terus jer kena dtg kerja but it wasn't me who drove all da way back from ipoh so no hal sangat ler since me and cha tidor jer kat belakang tuh hik..hik..hik...but going back to kampung once in a while best gak ler...u get da chance to catch up with da news involving ur family....

btw we went bowling last saturday(heheh ayah cu gak yg belanja :))...but that was my worst game ever...donno what happen but it seems that i lost my touch ( i could not believe it *SIgh*) well what da heck i still had fun losing hehehehe...

in the darkness!!!

It all happen rite after we finished watching first concert of Akedemi Fantasia...i was lying on the bed with a book in my hand...as i just finished reading the first page of the book suddenlly i was in pitch black darkness...the electricity was out and all of my family members went out to the porch sbb kat dlm umah tu panas....and most surprising thing...our house jer yg blackout and the neighboring houses ada jer elektrik...so my aunty called ler one of her frens(or somebody who worked in TNB) and consult the problem to him...

as we were waiting for the TNB man to come, we were restless and mama sugested we eat ice cream...so apa lagi we all go to our uncle's kedai runcit and each of us came back with ice cream in hand...just imagine eating ice cream in the dark (and i could not even see the colour of the ice cream) at 1 o'clock in the morning...while chatting with my cousin and sistah...

after dat my gigi semua sakit rasa cam ngilu and dat was the first time i feel that way bila makan ice cream.. ye la selalu tuh tak lak rasa camtuh...anyway the TNB man came and i donno la what he did but he surely had done something coz the electricity was ok after dat....but yg paling kesian is my uncle ler...dah ler kena tunggu we all abis tgk konsert akedemi fantasia baru tv tuh dia bleh konker...alih2 baru jer bouat 10 minutes tgk bola terus jer tv padam..heheh terpaksa ler dia gi kedai kopi yg ada kat depan umah sbb nak tgk bola...but once the electricity dah ada balik dia balik tgk kat umah....hah..ha.ha.pity him...

Balik kampung!!!

heheh sok we all nak balik kampung sebab my cousin balik dari sarawak and we all lama tak jumpa ngan da whole family...esok around 9 ker 10 insyaAllah we all bertolak balik ler sebab mama and abah ada ngaji pagi sok...hehhehe at first our family jer decided to go back since most of my uncles malas nak balik and tak larat nak balik..ye la my youngest uncle just came back from umrah with the whole family last week...tuh aaa yg penat tak abis lagi la kot...then my cousin called,asking whether our family going back or not...then they decided la to go back gak...so it will be another family gathering..and hopefully ayah cu nak belanja lagi main bowling...(eheh mmg dasar anak sedara yang suka ketuk pak sedara sendiri)

well semalam dapat gaji and mengikut belanjawan yang telah dirancangkan,with my allowences i wanna buy a digital camera just tak sempat nak survey last time before decide what kindda of brand yg nak beli

alah nothing much la been happening so far...tak der benda yg menarik nak creta...chow dulu ler

hArry pOttEr in da hOUsE!!!

yea..yea...after so long been waiting for this movie to come out..finally i get to watch the movie last night...i went with cha and abang and we did not managed to catch the show at 6:30pm instead we went for a 9:30pm nyer show...heheh thank god gak ler we went with abg..kalau tak gerenti mama would not allow us to go..hee(biasa aaa kat umah ada cinderella time)

anyway, after seeing da movie i somehow was a little bit dissapointed with the movie...maybe becoz this is the first harry's movie that i read before seeing the movie first...(socerer's stone and chamber of secret tgk movie dulu then baca buku dia)...i find that there are a few events in the book that to me quite important but the movie left it out...i do not know bout u guys who did not read the book, but to me if u guys really wanna enjoy the story u guys should go and read the book and u will be more satisfied wwith the storyline...above all i still think the movie is quite superb(ye la kena la kata gak coz harry potter is like one of my many favourite story) well kalau nak kasi bintang, out of 5 stars i will give the movie between 4 to 4.5 stars...

one more thing, my favourite character in all harry potter's books is in this story but somehow to me i feel that the movie failed to show the true character of of Sirius Black...and i feel that they also failed to potray dumbledore as a wise wizard( dont get me wrong...the dumbledore in the movie was wise...just wasn't wise enuff...)but the acting for harry, ron and hermoine still outstanding..

i guess i said enuff bout harry potter and i would like to welcome any comment from anybody bout the movie...for my frens yg belum tgk harry potter tuh,go and see the movie ler...best!!!

jUst tO pAst tImE

today will be another boring day for me...well since i have to wait for all of my 4 users to gather and then i can launch my attack on them...heheh...what a boring topic rite to talk bout work..ok la i change to another topic...

olrite... last sunday me and my fellow cousins went to da youth park...kononnya nak jogging ler but baru buat a few laps dah pancit masing2 LOL...anyway we all mmg dah started to do all this excercises since 3-4 weeks ago la kot...during weekends jer since i had to work...anyway da point here is not da xercise that i wanna tell, but da youth park tuh....

i remember when we(me and the whole clan) were little(by da way i was so cute and irrestible at dat time :)) abah always brought us to the youth park... masa tuh da youth park mmg tak der apa2 pun...ada la permainan skit2 here and there ( da basic permainan kanak2 tuh like swing,gelongsor and papan yong yat) and still we feel like that was one of the coolest places in the entire world...benda yg satu we all tak leh lupa is kat youth park nih ada 2 benda yg we all akan ingat(landmark la kira2nya) 1.patung hang tuah and hang jebat and 2. patung gajah tapi cam camel skit bentuk dia kat belakang gajah ni bleh duduk...heheh ada jer gambar yg we all tangkap on da big elephant...

that was so long ago...now the youth park is way cooler than before...skarang nih baru la nampak cam youth park...ada tmpt nak skateboard,tmpt nak memanah,jogging trek,and yg paling best tuh excercise nyer equipment pun ada ooo...then kalau pegi on saturday or sunday morning, ada senamrobik..hehehehe sronok we all beramai berjoget bersama2 ehheheh....and then ada satu lagi benda yg cam station nyer xercises...hehheh i have to admit mmg tak mampu badan nih nak wat semua...heheh part yg paling best kena panjat besi then terjun dari atas( and i did not realized that i was kindda penakut gak ) but i tried once and i dont think i wanna try it again...heeheh

well i guess i already promote da youth park long enuff...da point here is mmg best kalau gi youth park and akan bertambah best if u go in a big group :)...and to my frens yg tak pernah sampai youth park penang, u guys are welcome to come down to penang and i will personally drive u guys to the youth park...tu pun kalau nak gi youth park ler ... hihihihi ok chow

I hate viruses!!!

Arghhh benci aaaa my PC dah kena virus...i think i need to format da PC but yet again da PC belongs to da company so i cannot simply do anything dat i want with da pc ler...man susah aaa camnih nak surf pun susah...this really spoil my mood today aarrghh...:(...suddenly i'm getting sleepy all over again dah le kena bangun awal nak dtg kerja then pc lak kena virus)...

one more thing dah la dtg kerja tadi masa bukak pc tetiba jer i realized dat mouse dah hilang...panic gak ler....so gi ler tanya technician they all pun musykil camna lak bleh hilang da mouse...then they all give me a new one...so ok aaa..then bila nak masuk net tetiba lak kata ur not connected to the network...i was like what da #@!#@%$#%? then kena la check lak all those cable tgk yg mana tak bersambung...satu kerja lak kena wat pagi2 buta ari senin....

rupa2nya my network cable my supervisor dah amik...i think dia guna coz his network cable yg ada masalah...so tak per la aku pun tarik aaa network cable si abg zack nyer...hehehe nasib baik la gak aku sorang2 kat sini kalau tau, mau kena share lagi cable tuh....then when my supervisor masuk kerja tadi dia terkejut sbb dia tanya mana dapat mouse..rupa2nya dia yg amik bawak balik (ceh...bukannya nak tinggai pesan ker aper ker)i said to him it's ok dah replace ddgn yg lain...then dia terkejut lagi...aiikk tak masuk internet ker???coz da cable yg dia pinjam tuh still kat bilik dia...heheh so again i told him tak per la guna jer cable tuh i can use zikrie nyer...then dia pun A-OK ler...hihihi...itu la kisahnya di pagi ari isnin yg sememangnya aku malas nak datang kerja!!!

a big gathering in da house!!!

that's rite...as i'm writting in this blog rite now...at home i guess da big gathering has started..hehe u must be wondering what is da big gathering all about..acctually da big gathering is about my fellow cousins..since rite now is da school holidays, mama has invinted all da exam takers this year to come to da house and do some revision with mama..so called intensive one to one exercise hahaha mama has 5 siblings and in each family mesti ada at least a person yg akan amik exam this year (xcluding my family coz my family dah habis dah peringkat tuh..tinggal peringkat universiti jer)anyway back to da story there are 3 people who r going to take UPSR and 2 PMR candidates. The UPSR takers are the twins (Akhbar and Abidin) and Fahmi (the 3 stoogies and believe me when the three get together alahai mcm nak pecah rumah) and da 2 PMR takers are Fatin and Syakir (yg ni pulak nampak ja pendiam but when they start to talk, non stop and syakir is da pak lawak guy...dah la muka cam Mr Bean)hope they excell in their studies and get good grades for da upcoming examinations...man..i miss studying,i miss da exercise books,i miss school life,i miss da sound of school bells,i miss taking tests(i never thought i will miss this part),i miss da blackboards and lots more but most of all i miss all my friends...lots of love..."pEAcE brOthEr"

been 2 days

well it's been 2 days since i write anything in my blog...well maybe because i was so angry with some people and further more it's dat time of da month ler...(pms ler...)..meybe because of dat too make me emo...anyway nothing much been happening since last i wrote..abg will be coming home today and i dont know for how long..but i guess for a short time jer kot since he has to go and kemas all his barang and send the things to kampung..after all finally he will be saying so long to UTP..heheh ;))..today genaplah 3 days i've been working alone in this section in da office...well it is certainlly dull with me alone here and i do miss zikrie very much...ye la among all da practical students that i come accross, he is da longgest and da naughties among all...well it wont be too long coz i have another 30 more days to go before i complete da practical training here in Penang Port...i'm still counting da days...hehheh
orait...catch ya later ler...chow!!!

pissed off!!

i am so bloody piss off with certain people...mmg aa skarang nih most of people(my batch) are all talking bout graduating and we are all concern bout whether we all manage to gradute this year or next...ok dat is something la but i really piss off with this one particular person...dah la dia kata it's ok kalau grad next year...yg penting skarang nih kena cari kerja...and this guy is not even my fren, he is a fren's boyfren...mcm la aku nih tak cari kerja...tau ler gf dia dah dpt kerja...so what???? then i said to him a lot can happen in one year time and he said pompuan mmg camtuh suka pikir mcm2...apa lak aku pikir mcm2... mana la tau kan kot2 dpt ker yg require me to travel ker outstation ker coz i really like doing all those stuff....anyway dia kata lagi kalau grad tahun ni and then tak der kerja camna??? i just wish dat i have da guts to say to him at least kalau grad this year, ada la black and white kalau nak mintak kerja nanti..!##$!%!$...who the hell he think he is to give me advice that i didnt want...kalau ngan gf dia bleh aaa ckp camtuh tapi sorry aaa nak ckp camtuh with me...jgn ingat semua pompuan in this world is like ur gf ler...s***...i really dont like using all this improper words but then people do sometimes get on ur nerves xpecially ppl who does not have the rite to say anything bout my life...even my parents did not say stuff like that coz they know my plans...not like some people...they dont know me or my plans yet they nak bagi support la konon...well i dont need support from ppl yg sajer jer nak menjatuhkan...